Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Long Time No Blog

Sorry!! I think about you every day, really I do. I just didn’t have time to organize my thoughts. I still don’t really have anything organized. Just gonna put my fingers to the keys and see what comes out.

So, the thing I said I couldn’t write about…I still can’t write about out of respect of privacy for the other party involved. One day soon, I’ll be able to get it out, but for now I’m just crossing my fingers. But trust me, I had a good reason to stop my diet and stop writing. But those reasons are gone now and I’ve just been plain lazy.

So, starting fresh. Last week I signed up with Weight Watchers. *insert victory music* Trying to be budget conscious I decided to go with the online program as opposed to the one where you can attend meetings. It’s about $30 a month cheaper this way. (win!) Although this may prove to be a mistake because I have no idea what the hell I am doing and W.W. has one hell of a website to navigate. Although I joined last week, I didn’t start following the program until yesterday. To make it easy on myself in the beginning I am going to just buy the Smart Ones meals that have the WW pointsplus numbers written on them. Taa daa. Easy enough for now. At least to get started with.

Upon signing up, I tipped the scales at 232 pounds. There it is. Out there for the world to see. But it doesn’t matter, because by the time you read this I will already be a little skinnier. So there.

I’m sorry to leave you with such a stunted update, but I’m hungry enough to eat my own face right now so I better go get a snack.

See you around soon.

~Future Skinny Bitch~

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Did a double take when I was washing my face tonight. Looked in the mirror and almost didn't recognize myself.  It's been 2 days of Weight Watchers and I noticed my face a few ounces thinner. LOL!! I'm being serious. I have a great eye for kooky details like that. (not so much when it comes to spotting type-o's though) I notice every time a male co-worker gets a hair cut or takes his sideburns up a 1/4 inch.  So I noticed my face a bit skinnier tonight. My face is always the first thing to show weight loss. So this is a minor win for tonight. It's the little things that can keep you going. My first BIG win will be when someone (who doesn't read this) says to me "Have you lost weight?" UH! I'll be dancing on the ceiling when that happens.

The next two days are going to be stressed packed for me. My daughters 4th birthday party is this Saturday and I am terrified that I wont get everything done in time. Decorations, food, snacks, dessert table, goodie bags, activities, music, balloons....good Lord, have mercy and give me swift feet, steady hands and nerves of steel.